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[18 Apr 2008|10:25pm] |
Mary i'll do a quick update for you. very quick, i'll try to do more later. SOOOOOOOOO i had another baby of course. on 2/1/08 a little boy. i would put a picture in here but i can't remember how of course.
my daughter will be 3 in a month for fuck's sake and bubs will be 2 in august.
god i often think of random things and think 'i should put that in my livejournal' yeah fucking right. 75 wks ago was my last update.
i suck. oh i just saw an insert image button. yeah all my pictures from photobucket are from reece being about 3 months old.
yeah that's a shit update and i miss writing in here and writing in general. i wish i could do it from work but the damn casino has all the good websites blocked. except ebay which is where i lurk at work. i don't have internet at my house. shocking i know but i'd probably never get a damn thing done if i did and my kids would be filthy and sitting in piles of their own excrement. so yeah it's probably best.
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[09 Nov 2006|12:47pm] |
i had a miscarriage a few weeks ago.
baby is gone, never even found out how far along i was.
i don't really want to detail it, it sucked, i could not stop crying.
as hard as it would have been to have 3 babies, i could have done it, it would have been fine.
i was crushed. to say the least.
that's about all i want to say about it.
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND
rick's dad lost the election.
no cushy job. no job at all.
so lets recap the past few months here.....
rick on his drinking binge, give him another chance.... more drinking.... break up with rick.
yay now i'm a single mom.
pregnant. 3rd time.... only knew for a week - miscarriage. alone.
the only thing that would have VASTLY improved the quality of life for my kids - a cushy nation job........ gone.
christ.... and i'm still in one piece.
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[20 Oct 2006|11:21pm] |
yeaaaaaaaaaaah
so i had my son on Aug 9........
pictures? ok! and i present Rickey Armstrong III , who i exclusively call 'bubsy'
OK! sooooooooooooo
yeah he's 9 wks and 2 days old
annnnnnnnnnnnnd guess what
I'M EFFING PREGNANT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
holy shit...
yay, irish twins. it's surreal
and i've broken up with rick, he's an alcoholic.
he's been staying with his mom for 2 wks and been sober for 2 wks this sunday, started going to NA and AA, trying to make things work with me. we'll see.
i need lonnnnnnnnnng period of sobriety before i consider it.
annnnnd
the seneca nation presidential election is Nov. 7th...... Ricks dad... Rickey Armstrong, Sr. is up for president..... and MAN do i hope he wins, i'll have a nice job, so will rick (jr) so many things will be easier.
anyhow so yeah here's some updated pictures of Reece (who is called by Rick, me and Richelle 'Suge')
ok i had to add this GEE THANKS MARY
cuz i spent so much damn time on it
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[15 May 2006|10:05am] |
WOOO! Finally found the cord to get the pictures off my digital camera, I'm experimenting with resizing and I have to get to work, so I'll post more later.
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[14 Apr 2006|08:16am] |
happy birthday
to me
and to liz
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[04 Apr 2006|09:31am] |
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I have a matching set now!
oh my god i wanted a boy so badly. I wish I had a scanner I know all of you want to see my sons wiener in an ultrasound picture.
my son
how weird.
i'm still not totally used to 'my daughter'....
it's really bizarre.
so the name race begins.
there's SOME pressure to name him
Rickey Lee Armstrong III
the ONLY positive thing I can see about it is that there's instant recognition that he is his grandfathers grandson. see his grandfather was (and probably will be again in november) president of the seneca nation. so there's some pride in the name BUT..... i don't really like the name.
and some people call Rick Sr. 'Big Rick' and my Rick 'Little Rickey' what the hell will my son be called?
The other one we're tossing around is
Otha:yo:nih
which means 'Wolf' in Seneca, which is also my clan, which is my kids' clan.
but we'd call him Ty.
so I need opinions.
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| MARY OR OLD-HAIR HELP |
[23 Mar 2006|11:07am] |
mary, old-hair, someone...... what's a quick easy way to make these pictures a reasonable size?
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[23 Mar 2006|09:44am] |
Yeeeeah so I'm going to find out baby's sex (gender?) April 3rd. I can't wait.
God I never know what to talk about in here anymore, I feel like it's a website rather than a journal now. I'll have to pretend no one reads it, like I used to.
Ummmm
So I went to a political meeting last night for the nation (Seneca nation), Rick's dad is running for president again, he was president 2 yrs ago. So I went to a party meeting for his party. It actually enjoyed it, it got me out of my own head, my own little self-absorbed world. Made me feel part of something bigger, not the party but the nation. I dunno, did me good.
I've lost all motivation for.......... oh pretty much everything, employment, school, anything and I felt quite a WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU coming from me to me at that meeting for whatever reason.
annnnnnyway..... yeah I'll have to finish this later, Reece is sleeping on my lap right now and my hands are just seizing up trying to type and hold her up.
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[22 Dec 2005|02:41pm] |
YUP.... just found out... for SURE today, Reece is 7 months old today annnnnnd I'm having another. we're not telling anyone except like 3 people yet..... hmm... still a little in shock. excited but very very nervous.
mostly i'm making this post because i love the little pregnancy tickers
ohhhhhh and here's my sugar, Reece
careful not to chip a tooth on your monitor, i know you want to bite her face off but try to sit back
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ok so i have a job!
i work 4am - 10:30ish but get paid till noon...
at the casino.... on the count team... we count money, as you may imagine
sucks to be so tired all the time and not be around the babe as much.....
life with rick is.............. hectic......
good gawd if yall only knew what the fuck has happened.... some of you do... or one of you do but he doesn't even know everything.... he's teetering on the brink of being kicked out and knows it.... he hits when he's drunk.... ace.
so now he's kissing ass...we'll see how long that lasts.....
right now he's at his ex's birthday party she's having for his daughter,.... nevermind the fact that he's having his own party for her on saturday.... he has to go to the ex's party too......what? argh....yeah so there's a little snapshot
my bunny is crying in her swing, i must attend to her
hope yall are well
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[29 Jun 2005|05:01pm] |
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Check it out, picture and birth information here
the picture is her in my brother's hand 2 days ago.....
i'd give you details but she's currently laying across my lap and grunting so i need to figure out what she wants
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make that crying, not grunting
k bye
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[28 Mar 2005|11:46am] |
okaaaaaaaaay so of course i have changed my mind about 'shealeigh ane'
soooooo guess what it is this week?
Reece Leeane Armstrong
likey?
he wants her to have his initials....RLA soooooo
Leeane is a combination of Rick's middle name (Lee - duh) and mine
yes that's right, my man's birthname is Rickey Lee ..... niiiiice, even cooler is his brother Jesse Joe..... i'm not kidding.
no real life updates..... i'm poor as all hell..... rick's still working at the gas station.....
oy
my life has become a country song
but i'm excited about my little daughter and cannot WAIT to see what she looks like...
ack my entries have become so banal.
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[29 Jan 2005|03:26pm] |
VERY quick entry here.
i believe we have a winner in the name race. everyone thus far seems to like it
....ready?
Shealeigh Ane Armstrong
i love the Shea part, which is what i shall be calling her anyway. Richelle is loving the name and refuses to call the baby anything else, 'i just love my baby sister shealeigh'..... 'here i made this for shealeigh'.... she's so damn cute i'm going to cut her up and eat her with a spoon and some honey.
ok so are there any fierce negative reactions to this?
it's a bit common for me but i like it enough to not care.
ps. those who know me well enough to have my number, my bitchaliscious mother shut my cell phone off on monday but i should be getting it back on tomorrow, maybe same number maybe different one, i'll call you all when i have one though.
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[21 Jan 2005|02:39pm] |
well DAMMIT.....
apparantly justus may be out. i can only assume the commenters in here represent a random sampling of the population and thusly everyone in the whole world will hate her name. fine.
although i was in an office today and the lady was calling after her daughter whose name was justice or justus or what the hell ever...... but fine.
jeff your comments crack me up 9.5 times
ok so rick doesn't like sloane ....argh..... we had agreed one night for 5 minutes that Jade was pretty too and one of my best friends in texas is named jade....but now the wind has blown and rick changed his mind.
he likes............ (hold onto someone while you read this)......... MARLENE ummmm no sir. 'we could call her molly'...........THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE BETTER!?
yeah no. it was his beloved grandmothers name, whom they called molly....... i had a beloved grandmother too.... named alberta........... i would NEVER!!!
he's very much against ava..... almost as much against eva.........
a few times he has said 'well you just name her' .... if it comes down to it i hope he means that. i could always pull the ol' 'i've been a 24/7 incubator for 40 weeks, I'LL name her' line, but that's lame.
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one of my new favorite things is baby kicks.
although my unnamed daughter has started to kick me toward my organs, weird feeling. not fun when you get a baby limb in the bladder when you're trying really hard not to pee while driving in a car.
she only kicks me on the left side or middle though, never the right side...... i'll have to ask the doctor about this.
k i'm going........ i need more name help people
ps. xf- give up on storm, it's not going to happen, it's too trendy/hippy/trying too hard....... in MY opinion, not judging you, it just doesn't work for me.
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[19 Jan 2005|03:07pm] |
i just read the comments to the last entry...... after rick and i have agreed (for now) to
justus ane
(ane spelled like my middle name but also after his gramma ann)
but NO ONE on here liked justus
it was my great grandfathers name.... that adds meaning RIGHT RIGHT
....i'm also now loving the name sloane.....
thoughts?
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[08 Jan 2005|12:53pm] |
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i wanted a boy but girls clothes are so much cuter. i can now register, which i'm going to do immediately following this lil entry here, at target, wal-mart, babys-r-us, anywhere that will let me register online.
we found out yesterday. the wonderfully poetic ultrasound technician pointed an arrow at a few lines and said 'there's her coochie'. awww isn't that sweet.
i'm madly in love with the name ava, rick is not. of my name list (which also includes mya, eva, milla, jelica -too much like 'jelly', honor, jalyn, and schuyler) rick likes jadyn and justus.
what do you 2 regular readers i have left think?
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[10 Oct 2004|11:04am] |
so i've decided to withdraw from umass. the amount of stress i'm under considering the pregnancy and waaaaaay too much fucked up shit happening back home is too much to take AND try to study and pay attention to schoolwork. i'll finish my degree online starting next semester or fall semester.
rick is really trying to get his shit together now though so that's REALLY good.
blech, i feel like puking yet again, can't finish this.
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[07 Oct 2004|06:36pm] |
NEVERMIND
"morning sickness" actually means "all day nausea"!!!! yay!
so i barely want to eat. this causes me distress since the wee lil fetus in there needs nourishment.... so i force myself to eat things i decide are good for it..... today i had part of a chicken wrap, 2 applesauce cups and a couple spoonfuls peanutbutter. yum. it's making me want to puke just thinking that i ate that.
oh god. this sucks.
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